segunda-feira, 24 de outubro de 2011

Je t'appartiens

Almost a month without posting? Is that correct?

Well... not much has happened since the last time I came around. Rephrasing it: exciting things haven't happened.

I bought my ticket to LP's concert in São Paulo and with that the chance to redeem myself of missing the opportunity to see her back in 2009 with the Primavera in Anticipo World Tour.

I'm also looking for the new LF's French album, with some duets... it'll be amazing. At the same time I die inside because it'll be one more album without any concerts in Brazil.

I'm quite nervous this week. Next Sunday I'll sing for the first time in front of people. It's not karaoke anymore, things have gotten pretty serious. And I feel pressured because people count on me. They think I have potential and I want to win, even though I'm quite sure I can't yet.

Last Saturday I sang my heart out in what I think it was the best song I've ever sung. "One Moment In Time", by Whitney Houston, a very hard song that I seem to nail. It feel awesome and I really enjoy singing that song.

I'm just going by. And I think that makes my emotions come out, making me sing better. But at the end of the day, I'm emotionally tired, and not willing to do anything else. Sometimes I think my dry eyes are keeping me from feeling. I'm not on drugs anymore and yet I can't feel anything, except when I sing. I don't know, it's just weird.